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June 8, 1st day of school. I was scared but happy that I get to see my friends and a special person as well; my crush, whom became an ex-crush later on because I'm not allowed to have any relationships until I graduate college or in college. Let's call this guy Ex-c Anyways, after I have been assigned to a new room, and new classmates. While my Ex-c is in a different classroom far away from me. But, I notice the signs of him staring at me when I'm not looking. Or maybe it was just a coincidence considering my classmates are his friends. Now keep in mind I ended or talking stage because of the rule my family has, and because he kept urging me to go to his house and meet his family. Which I am uncomfortable with but can't say anything. So out of cowardness, I told him its not working and blocked him after. Bact to the story, Ex-c keeps looking at my room every break he gets or when he walk past it. (Well because the cafeteria is outside and my room is directly infront of the gate) But his friends are already next to him. I keep seeing him glancing at me, his friends looking at me, and how he coincidentally walk past me, or even get near me as an excuse whether it's his friends.