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I work retail and I have a huuuuuge crush on my team lead. Yes i know all the don'ts of having this sorta crush and that it can be horrible for my career. But hear me out. I dont have crushes often. This is new to me, and im loving it! But this feeling in the back of my head creeps in time to time. Like what if he thinks im annoying. Or even worse, creepy? Oh that thought alone makes me want to off myself haha. But I mean we laugh and joke around so im assuming not?? Also, kind of a guilty pleasure... but I think hes really hot 😭 i think my standards are just really low but hes hawt! LOL Mannnnnnn fuck this i want him so added 😭😭😭😭