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I feel like i want to disappear, nothing's wrong but something's chained to me, it's pulling me down, i have no sense of direction right now but it's not supposed to be like this because i discovered love in basketball and i just played two weeks ago, i have passion but something's blocking it like there's a chain that I can't let go off to free my full potential. My friends are supportive about it because i just quit on badminton just last month, been training for 1 year, they said i have talent for basketball and i genuinely love sports, but something's wrong, I can't see with my sense's but i can see where my potential can get me to. I know this post is genuinely going in all directions and I'm soryy about that, i just can't pin point what exactly is happening to me right now or what I'm feeling, anyways i hope some of you knows what I'm talking about.