I'm realizing my body is as unattractive as I believed it was.

I've come to realize that my body is indeed a shit show. I mean, that's not the only thing I am, but to be honest, it's probably the only thing I really get attention for. Not because it's necessarily perfect, but possibly because of two factors: my thighs, and my cleavage. I see that TikTok romanticizes anyone with big thighs and ample breast. Yes, I'm apart of such body type, but am I really apart of that standard? Yeah, turns out I'm not. I'm just as unattractive to standards as I thought I was. I could be cute, but I'm too wide and broad to be merely associated with such a word. I don't know. Maybe I'm setting myself too high, or low. Maybe I shouldn't look at standards at all. I can't help myself anyway.