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Is it just me or is it so hard to make online friends??? Like every time I hear someone says that they have an online friends that they talk together with for years just generally Shock Me because like how?? Every time I try to talk to someone we would only talk for like a couple of days and then we wouldn't talk anymore.. Or they would just ghost me or wouldn't be online for weeks and I hate that I just want to make more friends that would like my interest more I mean I do have IRL friends that like the same interest with me but I'm also in other fandoms that my friends aren't in and I can't just force them into a fandom because I'm in it.. and I also really want friends that I can spend game nights with because most of my friends can't because their parents don't allowed them or they're too busy... and I know if I want online friends I should really put myself out there and talk to people instead of waiting other people to talk to me but I don't know how just talking to strangers in online or even Roblox just give me anxiety for some reason just scares me a lot like what if I said something wrong?? And also feel free to give me recommendation on how to make friends lol