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I can't stop crying over my missing kitty today, but giving up hope on finding him means giving up on my soul. I want to fight the good fight and keep searching for him, it's just hard to not feel like nothing's working. I miss him so, so, so, so, so much. Life isn't complete without him. I want to hurt myself, but that won't get him to find his way home again, he can't be far. If I've waited 3 months, I can wait a little longer, but God I need him back in my life.