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We met on roblox. We both have kids and we bonded and talk every single day, all day over text. We live about 30 min away from each other coincidentally. At night we hop on discord and play games together. We spend 6-10 hours a night just talking and laughing together. I wake her up with texts like "good morning beautiful" and she said it makes her feel really good. I asked if it made her uncomfortable when I did that and she said no. But I've never gotten the feeling she feels the same way. I haven't told her flat out that I have feeling for her. I don't want to ruin the amazing relationship we have currently... But I can't stop thinking about how much I like her. I sit and fantasize about living with her and her daughter and think about how amazing it would be to make meals together and play games just the three of us. But I have no idea how she feels. She has never even hinted she might like me. And until she does, I don't think I want to tell her. I value our relationship right now and the risk of messing that up with my feelings is too great. My daughters mom took her and moved away and I don't see her anymore. So i nearly cry every night when her daughter asks to say goodnight to me on the headset on discord. I wish with all my being that I could muster up the courage to tell her. But I'm too much of a coward I guess...