ugly. need help.

I've been meaning to get this off myself, and it's not the worst thing in the world, but I like this guy. I have like, the fucking HUGEST crush on this dude that barely even knows I exist. I just think he's so, so pretty, he's so taaaalll, he's so quieett.. And I'd be completely fine to just go up to him and confess if I wasnt so fucking CHOPPED 🫩 It's so annoying. He lives on my street and he ends up either behind or infront of me some days, ugh I just wish it was me walking WITH him instead. Anyways, it's almost end of school week, so I've been planning to #slide into his school Gmail 🥹🥹✌️✌️ best plan ever amirite 🥶 "heeyyy lemme crack ahaha" "who tf is this go away" "fairs 👌" is this a good idea or am I just a scared and awkward coward 👀👀👀👀 lmk smh 😕