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This last 2 years, I have horrible dreams, in my dreams, I am in houses, familiar houses, maybe my dreams mix them Whit real family houses, and there's always a man's that idk, I have a pretty time whit my family or friends but at some point I kinda turn invisible for everyone, but those man's or boys like my age, start being so aggressive and creepy, they say disgusting things to my very loud, and y some point they abuse me. One time I was in the shower and he make me do things and after that he just do it while I was crying, other time, he was a boy, we were like in love and he gift me candy's, but when I eat one, it paralize me in my bed, he was telling me his plans, he go out of the house and I try to call my mom, I start moving my fingers, and like that until I can move enough to get out of the room, I see my mother cooking, she was right there but she can't see me, he comes back and star kissing me and touching, I still can fill my body paralize after waking, in other dream, I was in my room changing clothes, it was night, and like a movie a turn to the window, my neighbor was watching everything I do, whit a 🔭 trough his window, I still have this dreams idk what to do help