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So this is just a bit of a rant ,but i feel like im going NUTS. So im studying from home because my campus is too far to drive everyday. And the responsibility to cook for my whole family has now fallen onto me ,and mind you on a good day we're 6 people and on bad day were 9 -11 people i have too cook for, and just to give some context i viscerally HATE cooking ,its unnecessary and time consuming. And oh my days dont even get me started on having to choose what to cook ,thats the worst part. Every goshdamn time i get complaints about having to eat the same stuff every week but THEY KEEP ON BUYING THE SAME DAMN STUFF.So i improvise and try to change up the recipe ,but with that comes the need of new ingriedients ,and then i have to ask my dad to buy new ingredients and then he loses his SHIT because he has to go out and buy the stuff ,its happened so often to the point where i get visceral anxiety from having to ask him to buy something. Ive increased my intensity to look for a job just to escape from COOKING. Also why cant my dad atleast cook for us 2 times a week, his retired and is out in hos garage all day tinkering on stuff.