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I confessed to my 7 years crush. Idk how i got the courage but i did. Okaay the story is easy. We were playing roblox together. and of course we both had fun and abt to end the call. I told him to wait and try gathered my courage to confess.7 years of me telling myself i dont love him, i need to wait and admire our friendship .I finally tell him everything. I dragged him into a discord game call called "whiteboard" and wrote "i like you." he chuckles then told me "Im used to you telling how you like me and say as a friend. im immune to it by now." so i delete the whole thing and wrote "i got a crush on you" then instantly delete it. asking if he read it. He said yes aand ask me why. I told him everything but i got anxious where he told me to not confess if im not ready. So i stopped him n told how i fell for him for 7 years. confess how i deny my own feeling cause i dont wanna ruin our friendship. i also told him on how i rather be his friend than nothing. I tried not to crash out and told him how i try to move on from him by trying to like other guys hut i couldnt.. i also got into 2 relationship tht i wasnt sure if i could love them. He then ask why i did it.. and why i didnt confess. i told him tht i dont wanna lose him andd how i love him so much tht losing him will hurt more than accepting tht he rejected me. he gone silent and told me to wait for him. so i did. for 5 minutes. he came back and ask me what will he annswer. i grew nervous and say " you probably gonna reject me? duhh cause you would me nth more than a friend?" i chuckled but he sounded serious asking " why did u think i will say no?" i didnt want him to worry because he did ask if im crying or etc and tell him "its okay to reject me. im okay. i can accept it as long as we stay friends." pt 2 will continue.