Relationships are hard

Making friends was never hard for me, it's as simple as talking to my seatmate and finding out if we had anything in common or slowly talking to people who I saw have the same interests. The problem is taking it outside of school, we obviously plag games online and call but that is usually only like 20% of my friend group so it limits my connections and these connections also get weaker as we get busy and then we feel anxious to contact each other to play so we eventually lose contact. I haven't gotten in any romantic relationships since birth amd have chosen not to as it feels complocated and being active in my socials is hard because I'm introverted in nature. Combining all of these things all of my friends just vanish after school ends and I end up making contact like 10 times a year so I never really keep any sort of long term relationships in my life.