I want to paint again

So I'm an artist, I love painting and trying different art style , I stopped for almost 7 months bc of college entering test , I had to take a lot of them so I spend all my summer drowned at that , and they didn't accept me at the end wow anyway that's another topic. So painting what the only thing that made fell happy and since all the problems that I had I couldn't fell even a little bit better, i'm still struggling withmy mental health though, so now I decided to paint again, but I just need motivation and inspiration that I don't have currently