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Ever since I have been diagnosed with depression after my mom caught me slashing my own wrist and getting sent to the hospital, I felt like my mom finds me worthless. It's not just once or twice, like today, I shared my drawing with her and she doesn't react the same way she would to my sister, like saying things "Wow you should sell that." "Do commissions." But to me, its just "oh." Or even just a nod. My mom opens a store and I was trying to get some sleep because I was tired and my sister is there to take over the store, then she yelled for me to wake up and that I cannot be pleased. Oh come on, if its my sister sleeping she doesn't even care, she tells me to let my sister sleep like wtf.? Even at school, my mom targets ME. gets mad at ME when i dont make the honor list. I feel like my mom doesn't see my worth anymore like she used to. Like depression had taken my opportunity, my chances to be successful, or depression made me worse. I even feel like a bad daughter because of it. Literal "Lost potential due to mental health." And now that im trying to regain what i used to be good at which is art, I can't because nobody is supporting me. Btw here's my drawing :3