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I have this one friend that i like since grade 10, but the prob is we are in a one cof and i cant really ruin our friendship because she's my exes ex and we are friends, and i dont want make the same mistake again that i did when i literally ruined our friendship with a girl in our cof that got us an almost time out to each other but eventually we became friends again so im very scared to yk like show my feelings towards her but everytime she lets me kiss her in the cheek and shes asking for my presence gosh my feelings for her grew and that's what im scared about, but for now i think i should keep this feelings for my self until it fade away (i hope it will) for now ill just pretend i dont have feelings for her cauz im scared if i confess my feelings for her she will stay away from me and we will never talk so i think thats the best choice for now i guess