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I'm insecure of my looks, I'm jealous of my prettier friend, they're a good best friend, vibe and everything but most of all, she's pretty, shes naturally pretty, she makes head turn around in a room and I'm jealous, I'm insecure how my face looks, she can do anything on her looks effortlessly, whenever I make the same effort it's like she does it even more better than me, I'm sadly jealous of everything about her, she's smart, tall, pretty, she's confident, she's never faced bullying too, I feel like a bad friend for not talking about my feelings about this and just resorted to telling this anonymously but I can't help it, I just don't think I'm pretty, I don't believe in people who say I'm pretty, they're just saying that because they're trying to comfort me, I'm honestly s bad person for this, thank you for taking the time to read this