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Hi, I found this app randomly as an yt ad and I liked the idea, this is actually smart and helpful for someone like me who's almost struggling with opening up to someone and expressing negative emotions. So I just want to let it go... I feel incredibly fat. Ive been struggling with my weight and my body appearance for about two years. It's been so much harder lately I've gained so much weight since last time I was on a diet and I can feel and see it clearly... I feel uncomfortable in my own skin. The thing is I feel fat but I still keep eating and eating. I'm really tired... This all is like a damn fucking cycle and it repeats and repeats and repeats I starve myself, then binge, then starve then binge. I lose then gain even more I don't want my life to go like this... I don't want to feel uncomfortable in clothes that I love. I'm really tired... I don't know what to do. I don't even know when it started to be such a big deal in my life. People don't even think I'm "fat" , but I feel it. I feel the fat sticking to my bone I want to get rid of them I'm really tired What's sad it's I'm just 14 I tried to love myself. It sometimes works but it's like fooling myself. I eat, a lot actually... But this mindset is still stuck with me and it's burning me inside more and more Idk if anyone read till now, if you did, thanks. I appreciat.