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I genuinely cannot handle school anymore. The bright lights, the noisy classmates, friends looking for me to talk to, the preassure of getting a good grade, etc. It all feels too much. Everytime I think of going to school now I can feel how tired and exhausted I'd be. Sometimes I even think if homeschooling would be better for me instead without the painful judgement of getting one single bad grade. Maybe I should just commit. How can I feel energized enough to actually learn and get grades? That's my main goal. Please help me.