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Im in love with my best friend, we're both girls, i like her since highschool, maybe i got attached cuz im lonely. I didnt relize my feelings were real till in college, she told me that she might be gay and in love with her online friend. My dumbass told her to follow her heart, and then she ask her out, well they doesnt get together, but not long after that she's in love with another man, and then again. She's bi but i was never her option. I wanna get rid of this feelings cuz i still wanna be her friend, what should i do?