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For context, I have a GF. And I love her before she have a drinking problem and then she changed. She got influenced by her friends. She's have a bad habit of drinking and never telling me. She always have excuses for example; Just going out with friends, I'm going home early. And I'm heavily against drinking or any kind of bad habits. And I have a somewhat of a high standards, but I lowered it for her (in short, I settled for less). And we already talked about it many times, she always saying that she'll change and I trusted her. We did this 2-3 times already. And she never changed, we got to many arguements, she said sorry and I forgave her. And at the end, I just accepted her drinking but lying us unacceptable. And now, this week, we're still on an argument, and I'm so dissapointed in her. Because I'm mentally unstable in the past few weeks, I'm tired in the House, School and Myself. And she's the only keeping me mentally stable but she went to drink with her friends and lied infront of me, She said she's going home early but changed and she said she's going to her friends house.