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I feel like im to stupid for my own program/course in college. My program/course is engineering i was never forced to take this course i picked it on my own will because i just like it, plus ts flexible, has a high earning potential, etc.... Its still my 3rd week of school but ive been stalking(not in a bad way.)/listening/observing my classmates, and most of them are either top honors, 95 average, and theres like 2 valevictorian in my block section, and im just a nobody, the only time that i got honors is when i was in kindergarten 😭😭. I just got lucky that i didint need to do the entrance exam when enrolling (our exam was cancelled so they based/calculated the score from our projects instead.) my total average grade met the minimum requirement to not take the entrance exam. When in class my classmates would get the problems so easily especially in calc while im still staring at the board on what the fuck just happened. Right now im reviewing old topics and doing questionanres but i feel very very very left behind by my peers And i have thia fear of failing because they'll look at me like a stupid fucking idiot. huhuhu And i dont want to shift because i dont want to waste my parents money, and as i said earlier i like the course.