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I know everyone says it's worse to be fat then skinny and fat people have it wayyy harder which I can agree with. But I've never felt confident as a skinny girl and have always wanted to gain weight. It might be a cultural thing but I've never heard anyone around me say they want to be skinnier in real life (just on the internet) only that they want larger breasts or a bigger butt. And I feel the same. I don't really understand when I see chubby girls say they don't feel appreciated but I assume they might not understand when I say it either. Ive always been under the impression that a stomach with big boobs/butt is better then a flat tummy with no curves. Obviously there's the unrealistic beauty standard of having the best of both but I just feel so awful about how skinny I am. Every guy I've liked has said thick women are their type and they get upset when I say I didn't eat much that day. It hurts because I try to eat more and I do work out most days but I can't keep it up. I get too busy to eat big meals and I just want to be pretty to the people around me as shallow as that sounds.