The thing I wish I could tell them…

love my girlfriend so much. So last year I confessed to her and she tells me that she liked me back. So we are basically together. But our country that we live in is very against homosexuality and see same sex relationship as act of criminal.After I told my other friends about it she doesn't say anything but I know she was judging us.despite all this, our relationship doesn't feel like an actual relationship but instead it feels like best friend. I always feel that I'm the only one who likes her and she only like me out of guilt. But she stated many times that she liked me. But again our country is very homophob!C, so no one can really accept us. So we had to have hide who we really are. I hope someday I can love her loud without the judgement of them.I hope she sincerely likes me because i don't think that I'm capable of loving someone else anymore.