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Genuinely i don't know why, but no matter how hard I try, not guy or girl with ever like me as more than a friend. All my friends get guys asking for their numbers when we are in a group together, except me. I don't think I'm that ugly or mean, it's just I'm not someone people like. I don't know why but genuinely all my life no one has ever shown romantic interest in me and when I thought they did they liked my friend and thought I was a weirdo. I'm not that ugly, my smile is kinda ugly and my nose also looks weird but I don't think my personality is terrible though. I just don't know what to do. And I don't wanna seem like one of those girls who are boy crazy, but it just hurts when it seems like every single one of your friends are super pretty and can get guys so easily but I struggle to even get a guy to look in my direction. It's always been like this and I'm starting to think I'm the problem. I just don't know what I should do. And I know it'll happen when you least expect it but I just want someone to even look at me and think I'm pretty, I just want someone to like me, I don't care who but no one has ever even looked in my way romantically and I just wish and dream of someone, anyone just seeing me and wanting to date me, wanting to get to know me, IDC if it's not going to last I just want to know that I'm loveable. My parents don't even love me, sometimes I feel like my friends don't either, like they just have me around so they look prettier and skinner, because I am neither of those. I'm not fat, but I'm just slightly larger than my friends and I always look like an elephant compared to them.