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Sometimes I don't feel human anymore. As if I am a machine that's made to just work and work and work and work. Like I'm numb and have no real emotion whatsoever. This is weird, this feeling is so unnatural to me. I am a human, right? So why do I feel so numb? I feel so lost as if I am in a vast space with nothing left but my thoughts. I don't even know how to comprehend a thought. I know I am thinking to make a literary work like this but it doesn't exactly feel like it. I feel as if I am just a human that was never entire finished. I feel hollow and empty inside. I feel as if I have no emotions, thoughts, nor feelings. I feel like a hollow shell of what I once was.