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i am just starting my highschool years in my new school it just started last week and there's this group it's called ssc or supreme student council and they went to each classroom saying anyone who wants to be g7 representative and stuff and before I even got to that school that was always the first thing I have always overthinked because I want to make a lasting impression and I want to prove myself and my potential but when the moment comes pressure just overcomes me and I can't do it because I'm afraid of what others might say about me cause I'm just a transferee. My mother said it's my choice some says no because it's a big responsibility but it's really what my heart wants I just don't know if I can. I have been watching motivational videos and it brings me closer to actually doing it and ive been overthinking for a long time I just feel like everyone might judge me especially when there is this like voting ang stuff cause like what if no one votes for me because I'm just new maybe I feel like I'm capable but at the same time i feel like I am not too. I feel like others deserve that position better but I also believe that I deserve it too.