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How should I handle my emotions... my guy friend that I fell inlove with is now happy with his girlfriend (I was partially the reason because I helped him pursue her). I'm happy for him, specially now that I see him happy and contented. He always thank me for everything I've done to make their relationship work but somehow sometimes it breaks my heart thinking that I could have been that girl if I was courageous enough.... Right now I just want to forget my feelings for him and be genuinely happy for them but I don't want to avoid them... I don't want to make things weird...