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Its kinda hard to quit, I started junior year going into senior year now and I've stopped a week ago, and i lowkey miss it, like whenever my friends have there's out it hurts to not ask for a hit, but I think the reason isn't because im addicted, because I don't have withdrawal or anything and I've only bought 4 within a year, two of which had to be thrown out with 60% juice and they lasted me the entire 9 months, so i didn't hit it every day, I just kinda liked the feeling of the first few hits and then im done for the night/day. But anyways I stopped a week ago but last night I smoked a cigarette, completely ruining my streak, but I don't really care that much, I mean 1 cigarette once a week doesn't sound that bad. The only reason im really quiting though is because my friends friend vapes literally every hour, like cant be in a confined environment without her vape, and i was hanging out with her and shes 19 and already having a smokers cough, and i do NOT wanna be doin all that. And im in band, I play a wind instrument, I kinda need to lock in this year because its my last. I should have never picked up the vape in the first place or picked up smoking cigarettes, smoking weed, drinking alcohol, but its just so easy to get a hold of, infact I found my first ever vape on the side of the road on my way from walking home. My parents think all I've ever done is vape, (that's why two of the vapes I lost was at 60% juice) and they have nooooo idea about smoking weed or cigarettes or drinking. But could it really be that bad if I get high maybe once every 2 months and drink at parties once every 4 months, and smoke cigarettes once every month, mostly just vape every now and then. Idk, whatever im quiting, except the occasional cigarette, but i dont think ill quit getting high or drunk, I have a 2g thats barely used anyways. Im also surprised I never got caught at school because so many people have but me or none of my friends have, I've even dropped mine in the halls