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I have this teacher attachment thing and my school is handling it HORRIBLY (tell me if you want more information though) CONTEXT: The reason I'm attached to some teachers is because of my family and former tutor. My family has always been neglectful and abusive, but I haven't realized that until now. For my tutor, I always knew they were pretty hurtful to me. Since I realized their abuse only now, my attachment has gotten more extreme. It's not a crush, but more of a mother figure archetype. The teacher I had an attachment with was my Physics teacher. She was the strict but funny type of teacher. Besides that, I vented to my guidance counselor. Although, I'd vent to my Physics teacher too. Sometimes I'd joke with her, and she wouldn't mind. She has been very supportive but still puts her boundaries in place. I interacted with her one time after her summer class, and she reacted coldly. I don't mind, as I understand she might be stressed and tired. As for my counselor, I don't believe she's helpful. I won't fully depend on my Physics teacher, but I don't trust my counselor either. One time, she (my counselor) said I could talk to her anytime. For me, it's concerning because she doesn't have a boundary set in place. If she puts an empty promise, she'll burn herself out and disappoint other kids in the long run. I'm planning to tell her, as I can't sit with the possibility of her disappointing other kids. As the school year is about to end, I still think about my Physics teacher. Maybe I'll interact with her seldom next school year, but I won't vent to keep the peace. I hope she's proud of me, even if I caused some administrative changes. PS: Thanks for reading!! I'm sorry if this sounds fake, I just prioritize my grammar!! :3