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A few weeks after the first day of school, I was told that I needed to attend a training meant for club officers. I got into the room, took a seat, and decided to mind my own business. Fast forward, it was afternoon, we ate lunch obvi and went back to that room. While I'm on my way, there's this guy who ran like his life depended on it and went to the same room as me. I know the guy, not really, but I'm a journalist and I see him often on meetings, I didn't really mind, but something sparked inside of me. Yes, he was attractive asff I can't lie but it's the first time that I really noticed him LIKE THAT. He was an officer too, but in a much more bigger club compared to mine so yeah we is pretty well known. He's smart, athletic, and attractive. Fast forward, while the speaker was yapping I kept looking at him cuz wow maybe I have a crush on that guy. Long story short, I do have a crush on him. I catched feelings for him. And then, a few weeks passed, I practically looked forward to events and meetings since I had a crush on him, until I decided to do the first move. So, it happened on June, I messaged him "Hey! You look cute btw, I have a thing for guys that's good with computers" and yep, 2 hours had passed and I FELT SHY so I decided to block him. Since for me, it wasn't enough, I decided to talk to him in person. I said the same thing, and his reaction was pretty good tho. He was so shy, he kept saying "thankyou" cuz I was complimenting him nonstop. Until, my friend found out and she decided to tell my crush that I had a crush on him. I blocked him right? Well he told my friend that "oh yeah I blocked her" WHEN I WAS THE ONE WHO BLOCKED HIM. Yeah that was pretty awkward. Now, we catch glances at each other, whenever I hold eye contact he looks away and looks at me AGAIN. Well the funny thing is that when I unblocked him earlier, i could literally message him, add him, and call him. Which means maybe he unblocked me or simply he didn't block me to start with....