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I remember it clearly. It was my first day in my new school in High- to a higher grade. I just transferred from a city to a suburban place... which was difficult to adjust to the new environment. I lived there since I was born yet I've never went outside. Rice fields were all over the school, and trees surrounds the area. It felt fresh and warm but that changed the moment I stepped in the classroom. I was shaking as I introduced myself. I wanted them to be comfortable to speak to me but- I said the worst words to say in a first day. "I am -REDACTED-. I like to draw and if you see me drawing- just leave me be".... I felt stupid... The whole 3 months- my classmates were nervous to speak to me first EVEN IF I wasn't drawing. And I'm afraid it'll happen again.