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I'm starting to not like the race I am and wishing that I was just white. Then maybe I'll be okay with pictures and looking at a mirror. Even though I used to be so okay with how I looked and tried many methods to be somewhat okay with how I look, now I never want to look at my face or any part of me ever again. I wish no one could see me. Like invisible. I don't want anyone to see my messed up teeth, weird nose, my skin, etc.