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i am a muslim. i also recognize that i resonate with LGBTQ+ views, though i am unsure if i should carry on holding the title. can someone enlighten me whether being trans/attracted to same sex are prohibited/frowned upon in islam or not? most of them includes hadiths from ambivalent sources, so im not sure where to get my confirmations from. im stuck on this loop and im not sure where to continue. my muslim family are very conservative & judgemental towards LGBTQ+ people, but personally i do not mind them. we have different beliefs, after all. words of affirmations will very much be appreciated xx