Night night pondering

I got a new phone recently (two days ago), since mine is like tots breaking~ But like... What do I do with it? I don't wanna clog it up with all the junk in my old phone but I also need all of this junk to live laught love :( Hmmm so hungry ,_, I downloaded some games, and linked my emails and all but otherwise I don't know what I could use it for besides afk'ing or playing something with one and watching YouTube in the other ,(like a freaking ipad kid) I seen my skin on Minecraft from a different perspective and It was crazyyyh I opened this other super busy 3d game, but nobody was willing to TALK TO ME!!! >:( I wanna talk to someone maybe even 3 people at once 😭 I felt the lonely epidemic at max bro , Like going to a party that your friend invited you too but when you get there he's not there and people are standing around not even dancing... Just looking around looking cool and composed , THAT'S NOT A FUCKING PARTY!!! THAT'S JUST LIKE... A gathering 💀of💀people💀🌱 And I felt like I could get myself dirty for once ,go there and dance and sing out loud but even that got exhausting after nobody acknowledged me..:( They just look wearily and drink they're spiked drinks like it's belle delphines bath water! I remember days where I've wanted to be lonely, for my friends to leave me alone for a week and look at me now! I got my free time but at what cost... Mannn... Sea ya later s8ters 😔