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Everyone around me expects me to do many unrealistic things. Everyone's circumstances are different so why is considered obvious to expect same from everyone? I've been in depression for long years. Yes I know I'm a loser for being who I am rigjt now. I want to change too But I don't have the luxury of making any mistakes & getting choices on my way like others. I do not want to be a slave under obligations instilled on me.(actually I would but if I knew they could've been done.but no matter what i do i can't fulfill those expectations & obligations cause i'm not as much competant ) I want to discover myself.I want to know feel instead of someone telling me how i should. I want to stand on my decision instead of them having me push along destroying my self-esteem even more. I want to become competent & make the ones around me happy. Please. Atleast show me the path. I will work hard.i want to. So don't through me in a jungle. Because now i desperately a path before i broke down. So i