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I have daddy issues. When I was a kid, I always felt neglected and unwanted, especially since I was the seventh child my mom once considered aborting. Now I find myself looking for someone much older than me… and it ended up being my own teacher. I’ve had feelings for him since last year. He’s a religious person, and he seems like someone who could guide me, put me in my place when I misbehave, and teach me through his experience. None of my friends really understand how I feel except my best friend, but she’s in a different class, so we barely get to see each other.