school club and stuff idk

JOURNALISM CLUB HAS THIS ONE GIRL I HAD A SUER FUCKING AKWARD CONVO WITH OME TIME HOLYYYY FUCKKKKKJ FUCK MEEE but i am. so touched because she didn't bring it up she js mentioned to everyone how good i am at drawing (we met bef in another club!!) so uh ya. im gonna pretend that never ever happened yaayayay i think they don't mind me there's this guy I'm working with (he's the only guy crazy) and we discussed stuff and I've concluded that he thinks im chill so. i fucked up my greeting to him in text but it's fine im socially secure he thumbs up it anyway. extracurricular life saved ! i don't need to be scared!!! my seniors like me !! im great im fine today i had a run wit my friends and cooked instant noodles at one of their house. or whatever the grammar sytax. big yay again they laughed my jokes. i feel so sporty I've been jump roping lately. omfg i wanna talk abt how i sh-ed and broke down yesterday and my relationship with my mom but fuck that idc i have school to focus on ahhh im fine im alr im fit im goated people like me and im pretty cool aajejkdjsjjsk idk if things are always this bleak or if it's because im back home in my room "too many requests" SCREW YOU!!!!