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In my whole life, Ive had a lot of people i took an interest on. But when i first went to senior high, i was interested in my guy bestfriend's friend. Let's call him A. I never talked to A, i only admired him from a far, at first. But then A started our first interaction first. And we got closer from then. I was catching feelings the closer we got. Until i Heard he liked my girl bestfriend, let's call her B. And knowing they were both in the same class, i figured i should js be a supporting friend. But then A told my friend A liked me. I got so happy. We got even closer than before. After one month, he suddenly avoided me, cutting me off of his life, and got close to B. I cried a lot back then. Since He was ignoring me irl, i texted him saying, if he got a problem He could talk abt it with me. I asked him for communication. Guess what, he js left me on read. He never talked to me till now. A now dated B, my girl bestfriend. B felt guilty about me, but i already told her that i was okay, bcs she liked him, and i didnt wanna be the wall that separated them. It seems he has moved on already, while im still stuck even after 1 year has passed.