Sooo

You guyss im writting a book about him to to like express my thoughts and let him go but when they ask me to hangout it makes it worse cause hes trying to be touchy and it hurts seeing my soulmate do that when his with someone that he bearly loves cause I see it hes like off and on with them it hurts I dont know guys I really wanna let him go but it hurts cause he tries to be close with me when I know why we're always close but im trying every way to let him go and no always be around but the universe is doing something weird not sure its like red strong theory but I bearly belive in that im not sure guys..🤔😀