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"I recently, like not even an hour ago, got into a big fight with a really close friend. She got into an argument with her mom, stuff escalated somehow to the point she was convinced no one actually cares. I've been mentally drained all week and was up until 1:40 in the morning last night making something for her. She convinced herself I was a fake friend and wouldn't listen to anything I said, I couldn't handle the stuff anymore because ever since I met her, even if I genuinely suck at anything emotional, tried to comfort her anytime anything happened and tried to boost her confidence whenever she doubted herself. We've only been friends like a year and a half but she's the best friend I've ever had and I'd genuinely do anything for her. But now I just feel like my body isn't mine and I don't know why. Last time we had a fight where I thought I lost her I cried for hours, my eyes don't even sting this time, I don't feel mad or sad or anything, and my limbs feel almost detached or hollow. I don't know what to do