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Am I the only person who's so fucking politically confused like, both extremes of the political compass have somewhat good takes and I'm so conflicted in what to choose. People know me as a leftist but even then the aspirations and missions that leftists have are too idealistic for me? I don't think their aims could be completed (or even, is natural) in a manner loyal to their texts. And I can't even glance at the right side of the political spectrum because my very identity is unwelcome in it. I'm confused. Not only that but my beliefs are so conflicting with each other, materially and economically I'm leftist, but my personal spiritual beliefs adheres to a more right-wing framework? Also don't tell me "Just be centrist!", even though this kinda conflicts with my previous statement but I want something to *fight* for that isn't impossible to fulfill.