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I want to become a singer someday. I want to write songs that express me. But, what if that expression of mine causes me dismay? I want to reach the skies with singing, although this economy makes it impossible. A law is already supporting creativity, but who is actually actually upon this law? It just become a system flaw. I sometimes think that my talent for singing is a curse—I won't be able to find a job that is practical. I would, but it doesn't align with my dream. I just want to perform, but it just doesn't work that way. Performing won't make live in a mansion. This government gives me tension. I just want to become a singer and soar higher than the clouds. I also want to be a chemical engineer, but it completely leads to a different path. Singing and chemical engineering in the same sentence seems ironic. I'm smart according to people, they say that I would just be a waste if I go stray in a different job or let us say a less practical job which requires a 9 to 5. I try to convince myself that I'm more of a waste if I went to a different route that doesn't even interest me. Now, I'm nearing adulthood, I don't know what course to take for college. I want music. But, is it guaranteed that I can live and not just survive?