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HOW DO I LOVE MYSELF? I come from a traumatic backround,parents divorced,started living with my grandparents and I had to deal with the feeling that somehow I was the reason they fell appart etc. My grandparents were never affectionate,they are old school,they still believe kids don't get stress,but how do I explain that I crave to be loved?that i struggle to even love myself? I suffocate in school work,social life,family,friends,anxiety,confidence that I forget to love myself. I'm slowly loosing myself day by day,I sometimes find myself seeking love from someone else,only for them to break me,leaving me to pick up the broken remains of my heart How do I possibly love myself,when I feel this way?or maybe,I might be over exaggerating but how,how do I truly love myself when i feel this way.?