I wanna experience what it feels like having a dih

Is it just me that wants to like get reincarnated and stuff and be born as guy because like I really wanna like.. know how it feels to have a dih and stuff... I'm not interested in transforming or anything. I enjoy being a girl and I like to dress up and style myself in a feminine way. It's just that I wished I was a guy in another life and I get to experience having a schlong or something. LIKE HOW DOES IT FEEL TO GOON WITH A DIH... IM SO HAVING FOMO RN