I'm Falling in Love, Unexpectedly.

To start this, I am a bisexual. I found it out at a very early age since i was exposed to it and I very much embraced it. I mostly dated girls than boys, so, me dating or having a crush on guy is very much a rare occurence. To not get the topic very far, I am having a crush to a person whom we'll call "Bedrock". Bedrock is this very smug guy, an average filipino teenager. He likes what many gen-z's call "geng-geng" songs and dresses like one, too. He's good looking and I find his presence very admirable. But seriously, I wasn't meant to feel like this, if it weren't for my cousins. It all started as a teasing joke. While passing them after celebrating a cousin's birthday, my brother yelled out "yo, [My name], Bedrock's asking if you're single" and i heard him and his friend's laughing. Then Bedrock said "Dude, stop!" Without noticing it, everything started. It was my first time in a while going to my cousin's place to chill and hang out. I was sitting at the end of this long bamboo chair. When suddenly, my cousin whom we'll call "Eulle" suddenly said to his twin brother "Call Bedrock, tell him to come here and chill. She's here." and in no time, I smelled a very familiar scent, and of course, that damn voice. I noticed him glancing at me, and even finishing my jokes. When no one was sitting at the middle, just me and Bedrock, he kept copying my poses whilst sitting. To cope, I spammed repost on my private X account to get rid of the flutter I felt. After that, everything just changed. I liked a guy. Was it weird? Yes. Very much. I have never felt this feeling for a long time, let alone to a guy. It's so crazy how he made me feel like this as someone who hadn't had a crush to a guy. Even if the feeling is mutual, I'd like to lie low and just be friends for a few months/years (because there's a lot of things that wasn't added here that would make sense why'd I like it to be friends ONLY)