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I think that my grandmother is high key a narcissist I still remember during one of my depressed episode I was literally open my heart out to her crying out of my feeling how I felt so ugly how I felt so fat and how a shame I am of my own body instead of comforting me she started talking about my body oh why would I do such ugly things to my legs to my arms to talk about oh oh I would never do such a thing or when my mother put me into this world I never did anything to my oh I never put nail polish on my nails oh she didn't do this oh she didn't do that like girl I don't give a fuck and a day after that then she starts going off and on about herself and I told her that I'm not her and I didn't give a fuck about what she does to her body that's her choice she's a she's an adult if she wants to do something to herself she wants a piercing she can do whatever the fuck she wants and she got mad and she didn't talk to me for like a fucking week straight she called disrespectful and shit I'm like girl come the fuck on all she does is talk about herself like she cant bear to see someone happier than her like I don't think she understands that her time to shine is already over like you're an old bitch give up and for some reason she always be commented on my body and looking at me weirdly it’s like she envy me or some tbh I do not like that whenever I wear something a little bit revealing and I'm going out to the store she be like you going outside dress like that? in a tone like I was dressed like a slut mind you this woman got a eight kids I know she ain't going to talk about me walking outside looking like a slut when you got eight kids your coochie's is exhausted the fact that they're all from different fathers and you talking about and you trying to talk about how I dress? Woah this is literally a cross my heart and hope to die like damnn oui oui oui baguette