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I saw this app and there's something I needed to tell someone for a long time, but I couldn't tell anyone I know because it's pretty shameful for me. Im a male, on my middle 30's and I work as a teacher, a few years ago, when I was on my late 20's I was searching for a job and I got cross this private school, and I met with the principal, he was a well dressed man, polite, kind, on his late 40's, we had a meeting, and a week later he sent me a email to go talk with him and we met around 1800 in his office, we talked, he said I was great for the job and took me for a drink, I accepted because I was so fricking happy that I got a job in a area I like and that pays really well. So, we went out, he took me to dinner, I drank a little more than I should and I didn't noticed he wasn't drinking at all, after an hour or two, he asked if I wanted a tour around the school and I wasn't thinking right, so I accepted, he took me to his car and as the ride went, he kept talking with one of his hands on my thigh, I should had noticed, it was a BIG red flag, but I didn't, when we got at the school, he took me around for a tour and we stopped at his office, he gave me one more drink, again, I should had suspected, who keeps a bottle of whiskey in his office in a school?, but I didn't and I was feeling kinda dizzy, and I don't remember what we was talking about but he kissed me and I didn't knew what to do, I'm not gay, and I told him that, but he kept going and I was too drunk and it just happened, I just didn't knew what to do, I focused on anything but his face and when it ended, he helped me put my clothes and ride me home, I never went back to that school, I never saw that man again, and I never reported him. It makes years and I still remember it, I still think about how much pain I felt and I never had courage to tell that to anyone, now im telling it here and I still feel pretty stupid for not getting his intentions.