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Okay so this is really embarrassing and I've been thinking about this alot. So im a guy and almost 20 yo, a virgin and really wants to have sex. I dont want a girlfriend cause i physically dont have time to do "couple" activities or 5 hour calls. But im also very introverted so going out and approaching new people aches me to my core. So I've been thinking about have a friends-with-benefits type of situation to be intimate but dont do that other stuff (i know this sounds very typical like guys just wants sex but everyone else i know has experienced i but havent). yeah honestly i dont know what this post is. any recommendations where I can find a girl like would be open to that cause its weird to be like "wanna have sex but not be my girl?" so uhhh yeahh and im extremely horny and kinky and would be down for anything