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So I'm a girl who likes this girl in 10th grade and I became close to her in 11th grade but while I'm making my slowburn fantasy in my mind, this guy slipped up and they started talking and my classmates started shipping them. They're in a situationship, even when she transferred to different school at 12th grade they're still like that. When she transferred, of course I missed her not only because I like her but because she truly became my friend, so during the time we are apart, I don't think about her that much anymore but we still message each other sometimes and when she mentions her guy I still get pissed, jealous even but not the same as before and my feelings for her became more platonic overtime but today we met up again, I saw her for the first time in shorts, she said she wore them because it was hot. Listen, I'm not the type to find thighs attractive but that moment I can't take my eyes off her thighs, and I discovered that she knows how to drive. When she offered to drive me on my destination, well ofc I said yes cuz I wanna see her drive and all I can say is that I'm just so... Fascinated? Idk but that moment, I just knew I'm fucked. That I'm hopelessly falling again.