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I've been so drained lately. The pressure that I feel everyday is just too much. You know the feeling that if you don't bring home awards or high grades, you're practically worthless? And I just got a new friend. But, she started ignoring me like the last one. I asked her why, she answered. I admitted my mistake, I said sorry for Idk how many times, but it's like she doesn't want to fix our friendship. She acts like uhm, idk how to describe it, but she acts like she's trying to be uhm that. She even said that "y'all haven't seen me angry yet." Like, what? Mind you, I was trying to say sorry. But she just kept acting like that. Like, why? I just don't know what to say anymore.